Another tough night of sleep. My body is going through a lot right now. I have to go back to work today. I did my daily meditations and I am really going to focus on taking it minute by minute, hour by hour. It will be a good thing that I won't have to face my 4:00 trigger, that usually sets me off on my days off. My friend may sponsor me, so I woke up 1/2 an hour early to do my meditations and clear my head, before the kids woke up. Then I called my friend and we went over the readings for today. I am going to try to get to a meeting tonight after I get the kids ready for bed. I think If I try to get to a meeting daily it will help get me through the next few weeks while I adjust to my withdrawals and refocus on myself.
I hope you are all doing well today. I can't thank you all enough for your love and support.
I'll touch base again later on.
Hugs,
Nikki
