I do feel like I sometimes put on a facade with people I don't really know. I am a kind and caring person. But, I do take advantage of my family with my sour moods and a pout attitude. I do take my issues out on them when I'm having a bad day. I'm getting better about doing that now. I learned it from my grandma and aunt. Around others they are the happy fun loving people but when alone they are complainers and manipulative. I think that's where I learned the keep my silence in public an complain and pout in privacy. I am trying not to do that although it is a struggle for me daily. Right now I woke up in the early AM thinking about my ex BF and ate candy in the middle of the night. Not my finest moment but then reading what others shared lifted my spirits. I'm going to go back to bed and not complain or pout but take it all with a grain of salt. I will make it through and be OK even though it doesn't always feel like it.
Christina
