Hi Christina,
It can be very hard to have to wait but sometimes wait we must. I think we all are busy looking to the future and what may or may not happen but the truth is that if we do things like that we find that can waste so much precious time that we will never get back.
I would suggest that , while you wait , you treat yourself nicely, and live each day as it comes, enjoying the day for who knows what tomorrow brings.
Promise