It's been awhile...where I'm at...my marriage is over...to make a long story short H had an eating disorder and he made me go on a diet and lose 20 pounds...this triggered my food addiction and was all together bad...so after going of my psych meds I became suicidal and was sent back to Maryland the state I now live in to go to a pcy hospital. I now live in Baltimore and love it. There is a new man in my life and I'm very happy in that relationship. I go to two 12 step fellowships one is OA which helps my food addition and anoxia. I also go to open AA meetings, and love my home group there. I'm probably going to Al-Aon because my boyfriend is in AA. I'm reading the Big Book and love it! I'm figuring out about how to work the steps (what they are about) before I do them. I have an OA sponsor and we are working on breakfast. She is also in AA, and I think she will really be of good help to me. It's nice to find the right one who really fits you. I am not calling people like I should to build friends in the fellowship. I have one friend who I call my AA angle. He is very nice. I also have a friend who I talk to before meetings but I don't want to also see him outside because he's kind of creepy. So, getting home numbers and using them is the next step in my recovery. Anyway it's great to be back I love this board. In Peace and Love, Anna
