re:
16 months smoke free on the 24th
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20448.2 in response to 20448.1
Congrats Susan on your 16 months! That's an awesome accomplishment! BUT, speaking from experience, DON'T get complacent. DON'T do what I did! Here's part of my story...
I started smoking my Sr. year of H.S. and smoked for 5 years, then quit for 2 years. Was at a party one night, got offered a cig, and said 'Heck, one can't hurt after all this time' -WRONG!!! - I bought a pack on the way home and relapsed for 25 years. In 1995 I went through treatment for alcoholism where I was introduced to a 12 Step program. For 3 weeks nothing seemed to be working till the Sunday I did my 3rd Step from the bottom of my heart, totally surrendering- then it was like going from a dark backstage to the curtain rising on opening night -the compulsion to drink was gone, I felt reborn- my 'whole attitude and outlook upon life' had changed. I can't fully describe the feelings of freedom, serenity, hope, happiness, love all jumbled together as a result of loosing the chains of that terrible addiction.
Yet, I continued to smoke. My Dr. did advise not quitting both together. I decided to give myself 1 yr. sober then quit smoking. 1 yr. became 2, then 3. New Year's Eve I put out my last butt and have now been smokefree since 1/1/99. I did not imagine the changes would be as dramatic as 4 years earlier -Boy, was I wrong!! - loosing the chains of ANY addiction is a lifechanging experience
To win, I had to surrender. To keep what I've got, I have to give it away. So I continue to work in a local Addictions Recovery Ministry, to go to meetings, to remain active on the Support Boards online, to share my experience strength and hope with those who follow, and to be reminded by them what it was like and to be bouy'd up by their youthful enthusiasm.
Thank you all for helping me in my recovery ODAT.
Bill L.
Alcoholic/Nicotinic
By the Grace of God I am
Sober and sucking clean air today, just today
and for that I am truly grateful :)
DOSobriety 3/5/95 DOSmobriety 1/1/99
12th Step Prayer
http://billl.homestead.com/12thStepPrayer.html