Lesbian Life

Hey ladies, you all know I have feelings for my friend and everything Ive talked about. Well yesterday I asked her (this conversation was over texting) if she remembered our talk the other night, she said yup, I asked if her and this girl were serious, no comment, then I said I am going to call you tonight (last night). She texted back and said "I thought we are good friends?"

So I thought about what I would say back, and I said this "We are. And I didnt feel this way but now I do. I like you. And I think you like me too."

So 24 hours later no reply. No answer to the call I put through about an hour ago. I dont get it? She not one not to talk, and be honest but WTF?!?! Im confused.

Stupid feelings.

Thanks boots. Im just really scared that I might have messed it up pretty good. Its so hard not to text or email her to ask whats going on? Shes always been honest. Just hurts.

How long do I leave it for? Or just wait for her?

And congrats for you with the big move! Yay exciting fresh start to your new life woop woop!! Up up and away now! Kids sound like they doing well?

Thanks cat.

Yea I have been thinking today that maybe the whole 'I think you like me too' part set something off. See the first time we were living together and I said I liked her, this was a while back. She didnt say she didnt like me too just that we couldnt live together an date.

Its just the silence that is killing me to be honest. And the fear that she might not come back. I dont regret saying it at all, coz I wouldnt want doubts. But I want honesty and my friend back, if possible.

So time to fill my head with other things, work, exam, friends. And hopefully she will come back to talk.

Women! man you cant even be one to understand one.