Hi everyone
I'm new here.
Just started looking around today. I've been wishing for a while that I could talk about the issues I face with people who will understand.
About me: I'm 30 years old, about 90 lbs overweight, married for a little over a year now. Was just put on blood pressure meds which, even though high blood pressure runs in my family so I *could* blame genetics, really woke me up. I don't want to depend on meds, especially this early in life.
I've lost and gained and lost more times than I can count! Weight is always forefront in my mind...well, right behind food, of course. I know you've heard it all before. Daydreaming about future meals, eating more than one breakfast/lunch/dinner depending on who I'm with at the time, sneaking food...there is just so much shame.
I know that I need to break through the cycle and stop abusing myself. I want to be around for my husband. I want reach a point in my life where I'm no longer coping with fuzziness and fatigue and mood swings every day. I need to live life!
I'm happy to have found all of you and I hope to get to know you!
