Recurrent Pregnancy Loss

Well I had my US this am.  I'm measuring a WEEK behind and all she could see was the yolk sac.  She did say it looked good and right on for 5w1d.  :(  I'm all cried out right now.  I just keep wondering what the heck I did to deserve this (any of us here) This just sucks.  I"m pretty sure on my dates.  Since if I was a week behind, I would have gotten a pos. pg test on 3dpo.  There's no way that happened.  I'm still waiting on my beta results from today.  I'm scheduled to go back for another US next wed. I think i'd need a pretty big miracle for things to work out.  Regardless of the results, We are done.  I've decided I'm not putting myself though this again.  DH told me when I told him I was pg that he was already done and didn't want anymore.  So unless there is a huge miracle out there we are done. I'll post later when I get my beta results. 

Beta results just came in :5548.9 up from 2164 fri am.  Not sure what to make of those. 

 

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I am so sorry that your U/s didn't have better news.  I am new to this board and with only 3 losses under my belt can not even begin to imagine how you are feeling with 14.  I don't think i would have had the strength to even try as many times as you have. 

Your current story sounds a little bit like my last loss where my betas kept going up, but slower than they should after about 5 weeks.  They did several u/s and at 8 weeks i was measuring 6...and they kept telling me my dates were off.  At one point i said to the dr.  "please explain to me how i could have a positive blood test 7 days before this baby was conceived?"  that shut him up pretty quickly.  sorry didn't mean to high jack your post.

Anyways, don't give up yet, there is still hope that this one was a late implanter or on his/her own schedule.  You may be surprised at your next u/s.  And if not, lean on us to get through it.

Good luck!  SBV's headed your way.

Oh Jen, my heart is breaking for you. I read your post on the 14th and I've been thinking about something to say since then. I guess there's really nothing to say. As a pp said, this is FUBAR.

I know that these US can be off about a week, but I'm not sure how off they can be at the beginning of pregnancy. Maybe you're little one is in there growing on schedule.

~Jen