This is my first time on this board, but I just had to reply and tell you that I TOTALLY RELATE to all the feelings you have...dreading the cloudy, grey days and wanting to just stay in bed. I hate it!!!
Just know you're not alone, I feel amazing in the summer and warm weather then fall comes and I feel like I was hit by a truck.
Email me anytime if you need to talk to someone who understands.
Take care,
Heather
aidancael@hotmail.com