Hello again ladies,
So as predicted, my HPV test came back positive for "high risk" HPV. When I asked the doctor about the meaning of "high risk" all she told me was that it's the type that specifically targets the cervix. Does this high risk label mean that it's a type that can cause cervical cancer?
On a side note, the doctor that called me with the HPV results was my GYN's associate. I found her to be a lot more open and reassuring than my GYN and she didn't scoff at me when I had told her that I chose not to get the Gardisil vaccine when it was offered to me. I'm having this doctor perform my colposcopy because my GYN is out of the office until the beginning of November and I don't want to wait... but now I'm wondering if perhaps this other GYN is a better fit for me since I feel she wasn't judgemental about this whole bit. I don't want to offend my current GYN by switching to her colleague...
Although this news is very new to me, I feel as if I've been on a roller coaster of emotions. My SO is still feeling guilty, but is extremely supportive, as are my parents. I'm still scared, and I know that's normal, but I don't want this to rattle me as much as it has already.
Thank you for the sound advice!