(((Laura)))-
Boy do I have an idea of how you are feeling. It's been 4 mos since I found out about Dh's affair and it still feels like yesterday at times. You are not a fool not even for 1 second, he is the fool. It's not like you are expected to just shut off your love for him. Something I couldn't do either. It's like being blindsighted, to go from being so happy & TTC to finding out you were living a lie (or so it feels). I sometimes think the stress of TTC got to Mark more than it did me. There is still no excuse for such poor & selfish behavior. Please feel free to email me if you want to talk. We can even meet up sometime. You may want to check out survivinginfidelity.com, it has helped me.
I am so sorry that you also know this awful pain. Please take care of yourself sweetie, this is NOT your fault not for 1 second, please remember that.
Rhonda
Rhonda (40)
Mark (48)
SS(23), SD(19), BS(16), BD(14), SS(14), SD(11)
