Hi Everyone,
My name is SweetBeauty, and I have been an active member of ivlliages' message boards, specifically, the toxic relationships venting about family and friends boards for a while now.
I am at a very challenging time in my life, and consequently, their are moments/days that the challenges to stay afload is overwhelming, but nonetheless I am persisting, and I know that with the help of the Lord I will survive.
I am in my mid 20's, and have jfound myself to be in the situation of a rebirth. What I mean by a rebirth is a new creation of self, social circles, new career. This unknown terrotory can be very scary while at the same time enlightening, essential for growth, and exciting.
As a woman in my mid 20's, I have learned very hard life's lessons, lessons that sometimes require me to look inward for the correct answers, and to search externally for those who are equip to guide me in the right direction.While I understand that the need for this recreation is necessary for a better tomorrow, I am human, and there are times when it can become so unbearably lonely because your family and friends don't understand the need for your re-creation.
Okay, I am sure you all are wondering, "what is this chick talking about"?
Many of my situations have been posted over on the venting about family/friends boards, so if you are interested you can read there.
I am going through a rebirth socially and professionally. While professionally speaking, I am competent and confident, and I am sure of my abilities. But socially, I am scare. I am scare of what could be, and thus have been doing a lot, and perhaps too much self-examination.
Change is hard, but I am committed. Its hard when your old obstacles try and re-appear, but what I have learned is that its important to move beyound the barriers of life, and pray that god is on your side.
Even though I fialed to provide a lot of information in regards to a rebirth, I would like to know how did you all come to realize that a rebirth was in place?
What happended to force you to rexamine your life?
Good Night,
SweetBeauty
