Just thought that i would come and check in i have been so busy that there just hasnt been any time for the computer. Since my last post i have gotton so much better no panic attacks in 3 months and the depression has started to go away. It seems that the only time that i am having any problems is around that time of the month. It always starts a week ahead of time with Being tired,wanting to cry and having those bad thoughts go threw your mind that you know that should not be there. For god sacks i am normal but when you have that going on you dont feel it. i am still taking the paxil cr and it does great. But i think i need i higher dose around my period so i dont feel that way. I am tired of feeling sorry for myself and asking myself why me. I well win this battle i have came along way and have started to injoy stuff more. I guess i just needed to vent about the whole period thing. If anyone knowes why i may be having this problem around my period, please let me know. . . thank you all for your nice replys from my last post i hope that you all are doing well. . . .