I found this board, just looking for some comfort. I decided to TTC again for baby #2. The first month, didn't get pg, second month got pregnant. I was 6 weeks and started to have some bleeding in the morning. I rushed over to the OBs office. DH met me, cause I had 2 yr old DS (he will be 3 next month). And the OB did an ultrasound, she said my uterus didn't look like 6 weeks. She said there was no sac or baby. So she thinks the egg fertilized, but never developed. I am confused, I don't know if I am sad or just grateful, it could have been worse. I am tired, have a headache. And don't feel like being a SAHM right now. I am trying to have patience, but I am just not in the mood to deal with a cranky toddler. I still have cramps and bleeding. I just want to forget this ever happened, and move on.
I hope you're able to heal mentally, physically and emotionally. Remember, everyone processes their losses differently. Take your time, do what feels right to you.
