So life is pretty rough right now. Ella is having an extermail difficult time in school. Her behavior has gotten very out of control. WE have meet with her doctor and they have her on meds. We have an appointment with a nuero-psy. And I truely need answers. At least once a week I must leave work to handle Ella. I cry all the time. What kind of mother am I that I have a child like this.
Ella has very bad issues and Jay he has ADHD, What did I do to my poor beatiful babies. I want/need answers so badly, today I cried my eyes out in the principals ofice becuase I had to go and get Ella beucase the day was so bad. SO my daughter and I wnet ot the grocery store where all I wanted to to was cry and ate a bag of cheese doodles. I wish I could tell yo I feel better. I am sad, and empty. I am watching my daughter and am helpless, what kind of mommy can not help her baby.
Everyone wants to throught diganoses out, some say maybe Autusim, others say may be emotional. All I can tell you is my sweet cruly haired little girl is on heavy duty drugs, the kind that treat THREE things..
Skoziphernia, Bi-polar disorder and issues that relate to Autiums.. And it is working so which one of these will my baby have. I cna't say the words must less type them on the page. It is horrible. I know have have been absent and not posting much, I am tyring, but honestly I work, cry, sleep and try very hard to keep my world in check. I will do my very best to be here more often and try to update you as I can.
Thank you
