Wow I need to get this out so bad. I've been bottling it up. Probably partly because we are smack dab in the middle of a huge life change, just celebrated our 10th anniversary and I turn 30 tomorrow! This time of year is stressful.
We celebrated our 10th Friday and Saturday was Abby and Emma's birthday. Neither of us mentioned it that day but of course we know we're both thinking of it. It was a really nice peaceful day on vacation (no kids).
I haven't even had time to be sad until just now. And then someone posted this on facebook http://drmomma.blogspot.com/2009/08/mothers-last-skin-to-skin-goodbye-saves.html which kick started it all.
I'm feeling very emotional. I am about a week away from my AF...or....I could be pregnant. I am uber stressed out over this really complicated process of selling our house and everything in it.
In any case though. I told DS that we will make a cake for my birthday and Abby and Emma's birthday.
I miss them. I can't believe they'd be kindergarten age already. I can't believe they're still tiny, in a tiny box, buried up on the hill that I never visit. We love them so. I've never stopped wanting them back.
