Dear Liam,
I don't know why I always look to the internet to find you. I google your name and search the boards. It's some sort of craziness, I know. Your birthday is coming up on the 21st, but it's always the week before that is so hard. Your birthday, while immensely sad, was a joyful day filled with hear wrenching bliss. Beautiful baby flooded in sunlight. I miss you everyday, and I love you so much. I wish I could hold you in my arms again.
Thank you for your sister. I feel she is a gift from you. I wish so much that I could have you both running around the house. Please know that I always feel you in my heart, and that I love you forever and always. I can't believe it's been 4 years. I love you, sweetie. Have fun with the other babies, ok?
Love,
Mommy
