I was worried about today. Last night Taylor cried, and cried and cried. And there was nothing I could do to make him stop. I hate the thoughts that come into my head when he cries. I finally got him to sleep, and then of course he was up in the night, but thankfully my husband got up to him, and ended being up for the rest of the night with him. And of course we had plans for today! But thank goodness he was good today. He has a lot of trouble eating, and he has been just fine today, and only did about an hour of crying tonight. And because we were out my mind wasn't thinking about everything else. I was distracted, which was wonderful. It felt like a fog was slightly lifted. Of course now I worry about tomorrow and what that will bring, and what Monday will bring when my husband goes back to work after a week off. But for right now...things are ok, not normal, but ok.
These good days are sparkling gems - enjoy it. Don't focus on tomorrow - enjoy the good moments today. Tomorrow is the future. Deal with it then. For today, enjoy it as the "present" it is.
I am so glad you had a good day. I remember the days of Ryan crying and crying and crying. He cried all the time as an infant. I feel you!!! My other friends don't understand me because their babies (born around the same time as mine) ate, slept, and pooped. They rarely cried. Ryan CRIED!! I felt like you. I remember the nights of not wanting to get up with him...ugh. I feel you there too. (((HUGS))) for a good day.
