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Lost in my life... sorry so long
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4739.2 in response to 4739.1
I am so sorry for everything you are going through right now...
Have you considered seeing a counselor? I think speaking with a professional could help you sort out all of your feelings and give you some emotional relief. If you are truly committed to working on your marriage, you might want to also consider couples counseling. I don't know how you can learn to forgive unless you both talk things through together and rebuild trust.
If you haven't already, you might want to visit the Marriage board:
http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-psmarriage?ice=iv:mb:msg:rk
It might be a good place to hear about how others have dealth with similar situations. Good luck- I hope things work out the way you want them to.