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Nesting, or Please tell me I'm not crazy
So, it's been a little over a week since AF interrupted the newly found baby thoughts that I had been having. That day I went shopping to make myself feel better (well I really needed some stuff), and made a point to avoid the baby section for fear that I would break down in tears in the middle of Kohls.
I made it through that day, but ever since I have had an almost irrepressible urge to actually walk through baby departments and buy stuff. I saw a onesie in a catalog that said "I Want a Pony" (I have horses, so doubly funny to me) and it was oh so difficult to make my hand set down the Credit Card. I find myself sneaking peaks at the baby section of the Target website and Babies R Us, oooh and aaahhhing over all sorts of things.
I've managed to not buy anything (yet), but is anyone else guilty of this? I feel a little insane when I give in to the urge to do my little walk bys just to see what they've got even when I know it'll be at least a few months before we start TTC. Someone tell me I'm not crazy please.