Stillborn

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AMOBAJ4zYAQ

I made a little photo montage thing for the 17th walk to remember in AZ.  This was my 2nd year going and I have to say....it's amazing.  It was this past Saturday and I was, again, overwhelmed.  After the mile walk, they have a time where anyone can come up and say something.  This year I decided to go up and read my poem, "Pregnant Today".  It was hard to get through, but I'm glad I did it.  The balloon release at the end is my favorite.  Except what's weird is that I have a hard time letting my balloon go...sort of like, accepting what happened...anyway, I put some photos and music together for this video.  The words on the bottom is the poem I read.

I will also echo congratulations on being able to stand up and read your poem.  I'm a person who has no issues with public speaking, I did it for a living for many years as a university recruitment representative, but at this stage of my loss, I can't even imagine having the courage to do that.  Thank you for sharing.