My heart just breaks when I read your story about the amnio. That sucks being the 1 in 200 person who loses the baby due to the amnio. All of us here know about the odds of our babies being the "one" to have a certain condition. Life just isn't fair sometimes. I know there's nothing I can say that will make you feel better other than to let you know that I'm thinking of you and the baby. Lots of hugs to you.
How are you feeling these days? Going through a range of emotions is natural in situations like these. I remember at the beginning I had so much anger, sorrow, and denial all meshed together. I felt like someone had riped out my heart. But, that feeling, in time, will be replaced knowing that your baby know has a very special place in your heart.
Take Care,
Mary Ellen
My angel Sarah
If I could have a lifetime wish,
A dream that would come true,
I'd pray to God with all my heart
For yesterday and you.
A thousand words can't bring you back,
I know because I've tried.
And neither will a million tears,
I know because I've cried.
You left behind my broken heart
and memories too.
I never wanted memories....,
I only wanted you.
--author unknown
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God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference." --Reinhold Niebuhr, The Serenity Prayer |
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