BIg Hugs and good luck in 2 days! I hope you get that BFP and then you can get the shot.......
I know this won't ease your mind but I kind of think that the mass panic for H1N1 is a wee bit out of control right now. Yes, it is a concern but I also think that the media is making the panic more then it needs to be. Make sure you are washing washing washing your hands and keeping them away from your face, stay away from big crowds until you get your shot, and get lots of rest if possible! I really believe that keeping your system as strong as possible with sleep and good nutrition etc. will help us to keep our immune systems healthy and able to fight. That said, I know the vaccine is a very important thing and we need to get it. Try to stay calm and not worry too much - it is hard but I think the chances are you will be fine. For what its worth, I think we had some version of that flu in our house already and after 2 or 3 miserable days, everyone is fine. I have read that 99% of people that get H1N1 will be fine after 3 or so days. It is the 1% that we keep hearing about on the news - terrible and sad for sure but calm heads need to prevail. Oh and for my last comment, I think the worst place for any of us to be right now is in a doctors waiting room or clinic line up etc with the masses of humanity. Better to stay away and wait a few weeks for it to hopefully calm down a bit.
I am no doctor and so that is just my opinion on it all.
I wish you a BFP, your vaccination, and a happy and healthy pregnancy when it comes.
Hugs, Jasmine