Okay, I had a long week. So my husband wanted to take me to the movies, I never leave my son with anyone so of course we went to see a children's movie. UP is showing in 3D and I thought it would be so much fun to see a 3D movie. NOT!!!!!!!! The beginning of the movie was about a couple who had just gotten married. There was a scene where they were staring at the clouds and one of the clouds looked like a baby. The next scene showed the woman at a doctors office receiving bad news and after that it showed her being really depressed. The husband wanted to cheer her up so he came up with a plan to put adventure in their lives since they could not have kids. UP was way to depressing to be a movie for kids.
The weird thing about the day I went to see the movie is that my mind was really on my loss. I was wondering if my cycle will ever come, should I buy an HPT to see if got pregnant from my slip up (I did and it was negative) , will I be able to conceive after this. I have 30 days to spend with my husband and we will not see each other again until mid Dec. I really wish AF would come because I going to wait one menstrual cycle before I try. I only have one month in 2009. A couple of months ago we were so happy because our baby was due in Dec.
Does anyone have any suggestions to deal with the grief of pregnancy loss, this is my second loss. I had a m/c before DS and now this.
