Definate separation anxiety!
At age 2 weeks, my husband was going to watch her while I ran to Babies R Us with a neighbor. I got halfway out the door and had a breakdown and had to call the neighbor to cancel. It was pathetic. So then I just started with trip to the CVS 1 mils from our house. Now I can make it to Babies R Us and back ok.
But I cannot imagine leaving her for a whole day! Of course I have to go back to work in a month. I can't even think about it without crying. I don't know how I'll ever do it. The idea of leaving her for a whole day makes me want to die.
My in-laws are going to watch her for part of the time. My MIL says, "Oh don't worry! I'll be with her at least part of the time so she won't have to be in a daycare!".
Problem is, I don't want to leave her with anyone! And my MIL hasn't watched an infant in 32 years (since my husband was born). So its scares me to leave Laura with her. I almost feel better leaving her at a daycare with people who know infants and know all the new rules.
Anyway. Point is that I am a separation anxiety mess.
-Lisa
