OK, so now I have LO in my life. He's a cutie and I love him to death!! I'm frustrated b/c Im trying to get out of the house and network with other moms but Im so tired in the AM. By the time I get my shower and all the houseworlk done, I feel like I need a nap. Sometimes my shower doesn't happen until 2:00pm!
Im new to my neighborhood. I am also trying to get used to being a single mom. My fiance and I never got back together...but, he is and has been a big help with the baby.
I guess I need to start thinking about my career and stuff...its just everything is so new. Im used to leaving the house when I feel like crap. Now, I can leave the house with Jake or when his dad comes to watch him.
SOmetimes, I just want to put my running shoes on and run for miles to get the frustration out. I guess Im venting and feeling alittle sad that my life with Jake didnt go exactly as planned. Im sure things will work themselves out with time...hopefully
Amy
