I totally understand how you feel. I am not sure I have what it takes to invest any more years in this one though. The more I catch and know of his internet porn looking the more disgusted I get with him. He is not who/what I was led to believe he is.
The more I "see" the less I am interested in this man I married. The porn watching is just one issue to deal with thing. Probably the biggest. I don't even say anything about it anymore- After 3 years of confronting and arguing when he justifies looking at it ------ I just simply do not care any longer.
Personally I have gone from a having several friends, a decent social life and a full life to Null. Honestly, think I have had my fill of him and all of his family too. 3 years has been enuff. No kids to tie us together, finiancial unstability (his) and too many other issues to list. Not really bad issues- Could be worse but why should I be the one to settle for a mediocre life?
I just don't love him the same nor do I want to continue with this marriage. I just want out.
I wish you the best in your decision of where you want to go from here.
