I've been posting, mainly lurking, for years & years on this board. He's finally given up the porn (as far as I know, mostly believe him) He goes to therapy about every 3 weeks. I'm concerned with how much he's still mb'ing. (I actually don't know how much he is, I kinda assume it's still about every day if he gets the chance) He doesn't think it's necessary to quit. I'm kind of on the fence, but I really wish he wouldn't. I feel like we're in a competition (not quite the word I'm looking for??) I feel like he just can't wait for me to leave so he can mb. And I hate leaving, try & run my errands as QUICKLY as possible to huury up & get home, to hopefulIy thwart his efforts. I don't think he's using p but it still bothers me. Just venting for now, was thinking about discussing this with him, just not ready so I figured I'd type it out...
