Wow that's an amazing story! I completely understand your feelings of frustration. I've had two successful pregnancies, and although my road to them was much easier, both times my babies ended up on a ventilator in the NICU for some unexplained reason. In the scheme of things, not a big deal, but I was surrounded by people at the time who were SO not taking care of themselves or their babies in their wombs, and they popped out perfectly healthy children. Here I was doing everything right, and I know people who were doing drugs during their pregnancy who got to bring their babies home from the hospital. Ya, and when they tried to comfort me by saying "I'm so thankful my babies came out healthy" it was all I could do to keep from slapping them down!
I'm mom to 4 (including my stepson who is 11). My twin girls were conceived via 2nd iui after 2 miscarriages (one on clomid, one on iui). Then when the twins were 8 months old, I found out I was pregnant again (so much for that 3 percent chance of conceiving) and Boyd my son was born. I just had another pregnancy end in miscarriage, and I've really come to grips of what a miracle Boyd really was. I haven't been on the board in a really long time, but it's nice to meet you.