This month will be symbolic of new beginnings. As one chapter of my life comes to a close, this will mark the beginning of another. And I want to start it with the right foot first and get back on track. I have not gained back the weight I've lost over the last couple months, but I'm definitely not in shape. I owe it to myself to feel good about me again. My divorce will be final one week from tomorrow. While I don't have any long term goals at this point (I can barely think past this week), I do know that I'd like to get back to having a work out schedule. I have a membership to the local Y (though it's less than convenient distance wise), I have a treadmill and an exercise bike. I also have new DVD's that have never even been opened. I may need a little encouragement along the way, but the realization is definitely smacking me in the face that if I don't take care of my body, nobody else will either.