Recognizing & Dealing w/ Domestic Abuse

Im a coward.

There is nothing good about me. People hate me. I am too "negative". Im a big fat [they dont are about the steroids for health or glandular problems] slug that no one has any respect for. My years in my old town of working class people where people actually talked to me like a human being once in a while are so far in the distance. I hate this town.

I tried to get out. I erased the details on here. I get tired reading what I went through. All the cold people I had to deal with. People do not care anymore. The people here have no emotions.

Many of us on this board have been worried about you, you seemed to drop off the face of the earth and we were very worried.

I am sorry you have not been able to find a way out yet, I am glad he is, at least for now, making an effort by going to counseling and at least trying to use the tools they are giving him with controling his anger.

I finally graduated with my bachelors in Criminal Justice but right as I graduated the economy took the nose dive and they are laying off probation officers, not hiring them. So I am still volunteering at the probation office, looking for what opportunities are out there.

Mean while I am now back in school, I am working on my masters in counseling and in searching for a practicum to do, I have stumbled on the Joy House. I think it would be really cool if I could help with the group sessions at a dv house, with the knowledge I have and what you all have shared with me of your experiences. I have an interview next Thursday, I will let you all know if I get it.

anyway, I am glad you are still safe, and hope you can stay safe and "he" will grow up and start doing things the way he needs to do them rather than the route a 2 year old would handle the situation.

Kat

I dont expect anything of him. He is evil and has no conscience and I was blind to what he was until 2 years ago.

I hope your career goes well. and you can get a job. Please help the disabled, none of these other social workers cared. I am a stranger to everyone. No one cares about me.