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Oct-16 11:16 pm

I decided not to call the prison about my boyfriend today. I just felt like it wouldn't be the right thing to do in the situation especially with everything that has been going on lately. I thought he was done talking with this other girl but I think I was wrong. I think he just told me that so I would stop being mad at him. But, know I'm just really sad and feeling hurt again. I don't think he wants to live with me and is just saying that so I'll stay with him. Sometimes I don't know if what I'm feeling is really just my own insecurities and low self esteem. I know I can only focus on myself and do what is best for me. I'm having trouble with school and concentrating I feel like my mind is obsessed about this. I know that is not healthy. I feel like my heart hasn't really been in anything lately.