good morning all
I have to work a close shift today even though I really dont want too.... last night was brutal. we had to go and buy Ethan a halloween costume yesterday... and there was no selection at zellers but I found two and will return the one today , so Ethan will be a pumpkin instead of spock... spock was far too big.. but he did know who it was when I brought it home.
Ethan is not doing good... The terrible two are really here to stay... he is on a power trip all the time and his sleeping keeps going from doing really well to not well at all.
My boss has given me 3 days off next week because she says I need to get some relaxing done since I dont know how to do it and she said that I need a break.. which I do but at the same time I dont do relaxed so I was an emotional basket case last night at the end of my shift... which I hate feeling like I am on the verge of tears all the time... this is a feeling I get a lot lately but I am pretty good at not crying... although the last few days with not sleeping well its getting harder to do.
Anyways thanks for letting me vent .
I will check in before I have to go to work again
Love 
