If this is a real situation....No offense meant but if he didn't dump you, he should have.
"i got realy pissed off at this point and told him to get hard or leave me alone. He turned around to say i should be helpin him get hard blah blah ,he pissed me off even more how dare he makes responsible for his eraction. So he said maybe i should find someone else (yeah u godamn right i thoght) A'm very stressed right now blah blah. I said ok, he looked shocked and asked why i looked like i didnt care do even like him and staff. I told him i liked him but i dont need to make a scene just cause he dumped me. "
Maybe you could get some counseling to help with some of your anger issues. If I were in his shoes I wouldn't pick up the phone either.