So yea I just needed a place to vent my frustrations with H. We had a 'talk' last night because he feels I have been distant the last few weeks, well DUH! I have! Anyway his biggest issue is that I am on my phone (blackberry) all the time. I talk with a ton of people in facebook, etc so it's not usually AP I am talking to. Altho we do talk. My biggest push back was that he's been just as distant worried, etc and not talking to me. I was so hoping that he'd say he's sorry that he's been dealing with stuff and share with me. But no that didn't happen. Part of me is relieved it didn't because it adds justification for what I am doing. And I am glad that we talked and I will make an effort to be there with him and not connected to everything else. It's how I've always been so this is not a new thing.
BUT on a good I note I think the W is going out of town this weekend which means maybe some time together without having to worry and we are doing the game this weekend which I am very excited about. And next week we will be together on Wednesday! I cannot wait!!
Thanks all!!
M
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