I forgot how much dating sucks.
wow. I've been facebooking a guy from HS for about 10 months, he asked me for drinks sometime....it didnt work out, I didnt hear from him again for 3 months.
Invited him to a get-together I was hosting. Said yes, then re-nigged.
I posted about a movie, and he said maybe I'll go. Then backed out.
Asked me out to lunch, but I couldnt go those days. I suggested another day and he couldnt go.
Yesterday asked him if he wanted to do lunch today, and we went.
It was fine. He was so cute and handsome. A gentleman. Paid, opened doors etc.
But was kind of aloof, like he could be doing anything else and it would be as good as that. Conversation consisted mostly of work and his and my kids.
He didnt compliment me (I havent seen him in person in 20 years, and Im no troll.) Went outside and hmmnd and haaad for a minute by my car. I gave him a hug and (for a minute forgot I was technically on a date) and said, what I say to all my friends....'call me'. Geez. I hope I didnt look desperate.
Texted him after and said, thanks for lunch and I liked your shirt. He said ur welcome and thanks, and then made a funny. So that at least now we can text as friends comfortably without the whole 'date' thing being awkward.
wonder if he'll ask me out again.
man this stuff sucks.
Love 
